Tuesday, June 24, 2008

To Blog or Not to Blog

Hello everyone...my name is Mimi. A little background about me before I get to the meat of my first post. I am 38 years old, married with 2 children (a boy 14 and a daughter 4), and work full time in a rather dull albeit minimally stressful administrative office type job.

I used to blog rather reguarly some time ago (it's probably been about 3 years ago now) when I was a stay at home Mom with time and energy to burn. Which brings me to why I am here now. In a nutshell, my sex drive used to be unstoppable, while lately it has become rather hard to find. I used to blog voraciously with hot posts, pics and anecdotes about my sex life. But somehow a full time job on top of raising 2 children, on top of running a household, on top of balancing finances, etc, etc ( I could whine on and on here) killed my seemingly insatiable appetite for sex. I must note here that my sex life is not exactly dead. My husband (whom I will call Jay here) and I still engage in sex on a weekly basis, 2-3 times a week, however when your norm was once 4-6 times a week the decrease feels rather dramatic. I find myself getting rather angry at him at times when he behaves as if we haven't had sex for months instead of days, however, the truth is that I miss my old sexual self too. So, I thought perhaps a blog with more of my steamy stories and such might help me find my old sexual self. I know she's still in there somewhere, and I'm determined to drag her out kicking and screaming if I have to!!

To that end, this afternoon, I had to run an errand at lunch and decided to have a little fun with my most recent toy. Hubby gave me this toy as a birthday present last month. It is supposed to disguise itself as a lipstick tube in your purse, but is actually a powerful little vibrator! We had some fun with it the night he gave it to me. We were having a romantic picnic in the park which culminated in me hiking my dress up just enough to play with my new toy as hubby discreetly pinched my nipples until I came. I was so hot after that that I felt the need to return the favor for him. I unzipped his pants and stroked his extremly hard cock until he moaned that he was about to come, at which time I quickly took him in my mouth to prevent a mess all over his pants. All this in the middle of a public park in the evening, with people occasionally walking by about 10-20 feet away. I have no idea if anyone noticed us or not, but I do know it was hot.

Since that night however, I must admit, I all but forgot about my new toy. Jay would joke about me using it every now and then to which he would usually get a lukewarm reply. This afternoon, however I decided to use it in my car in the parking lot of the pet store I had just visited. I turned the thing on and listened to it hum gently as I hiked up my dress(sans panties as I detest the things and rarely wear them) and glanced furtively around. I was instantly wet as I pressed it against my clit. I pulled a tit out of my bra just so I could watch it quiver as my clit steadily vibrated. I am ashamed to admit that I was so turned on by the deviance and risk of what I was doing that I didnt last long. I came in less than 5 minutes...hard and wet and loudly. I snapped a pic and sent it to Jay's cell phone while he was on a conference call for work. I'd share it with you, but I cant seem to get my cell phone to send the pic to email for download...damn technology..never there for you when you want to post inappropriate pictures of yourself for viewing by complete strangers!!

So, I dont know, I 'd say I might be headed in the right direction for reviving the old sex drive...

3 comments:

Mina said...

Thanks for visiting my place and leaving such a thoughtful comment about my struggles with my sex drive. It seems like you are in better shape than I am as I never have an urge to masturbate. Hmmm, maybe I should change that. In any case.. I understand where you are coming from and hope you find what it is you are looking for.

Mimi said...

Ah well, Mina, I kind of purposely force myself to think naughty thougts and see where it takes me. It rarely leads me to the urge to masterbate either, but when it does I try to take advantage of it. I still never get that RAGING urge to cum NOW, but my hope is that it's kind of like exercising a muscle, the more you use it, the better it gets.

Pronto said...

That was hot, hot, hot.

I think I kind of harbour the same fantasy, to be truthful...